It's Over

Recently I must be down on my luck...

Me and Jian Feng is over. I don't know how to say what happened. But it's over. If he doesn't care for me or the relationship, then I will not care from now on.

The past is full of sweet and bitter. I have shed so much tears. I will not regret, b'cos it was my relationship, and I did my best. But now, I wanna live better. No more tears, more happiness.

Thanks for the good time. We ended on our 7th month exactly. I guess it's counted as a beautiful ending to this love story.

Living in de crazy, messy World

At first I was happy being back. Afterall, I do miss them. All the laughters and silly fun was long missed by me. So I was glad and I treasure it.

But I was just a fool I guess.

Why can't I ever learn not to trust so easily? When will I learn to be fake like others?

Maybe I can't. I am just me. When I take you as a friend, I really do mean it.

Heck. Now, I think, if I am not appreciated, then FORGET IT.

I don't need that. I need people who loves me, who treasure and care. And I have got them.

Friendship should be the pillar you can lean on when things go wrong, when relationship goes wrong, when work goes wrong. It should be the stable thing.

But to some, maybe friendship can just keep changing, anything unhappy don't say, just form their own small little group. Just be happy and don't care bout others' feelings. One group become two. That's called friends?

I am fair, but sadly, the world is not.

Tired~ Physically, mentally.

Being in Sadness, Flood with tears

Submitted my previous posts late, hence two submitted posts in a day...

Last night was a sad night for me. I make a decision which is as painful to me as it is to him.

两个完全不同的人，与其勉强，不如放弃。或许放手是我爱你最好得方式。

He always never give up, and that's also the reason why I always care. I know that he called Wen Wei last night... Wen Wei said he was crying and really determined to salvage the situation. But everyone knows, a typical Leo girl is damn stubborn! I had enough! And so, I did not give him any chance to talk last night.
Instead accompany Wen Wei to boat quay to look for Flora. Cos' Flora drank alot so WW wants to be there...

A slight envyness rush over me.

Will the two guys, who say they love me, be doing the same, if it's me?

突然好想你，有点不习惯你不在身边。