Give me potion Miracle!

I need a miracle...

My work needs a miracle!

Ya... my relationship is more or less settled... at least for things between me and jian feng. For those who don't believe it, or just refuse to believe it even though I have said it times n times agin... well, suits you... But I am sure what it is now.

Don't get it wrong... We are still very best friends... Still tells him my things... and still do meet up... I will always treasure our friendship... always 比好朋友还要好的朋友！

Even though he still likes me... and we do care for each other a bit more than jus friends... decision is clear, and both of us happy bout it...

I really hope he is truely happy.... Not just me needs to be happy! silly boy boy... I want you to happy too! The special feelings we held just treasure it for whatever it is ba...

I am sorry, I love nun jun too much, i realised... and I have been so honest to you, sorry if i hurt you... but i have faith that you understand me de... and i believe you understand my feelings...

Thanks boy for being there... for being you... I love you...

Hope our promises to each other will be keep!

The Journey to Bliss

" If you think you can, or if you think you can't... Either ways, you're Right!"

Life deals us an awful lot of wild cards. When things seems predictable, it is often surprising.

When you rather things be constant, it becomes different.

Change, is inevitable.

I realised, writing blog is a never ending process. Aned my story will never have a ending. Sad or happy, laugh or cry, its an everyday thing. I don't mind changes in my life... but is mine a little too fast, too unexpected? Ha....................................................

I am stronger.

Things haven't stop happening. I get upset, angry, disappointed... 很无奈... And some things just can't be change, maybe... So, Just be happy!

I want my life to be like before. Buddies, friends, family and work. Ya, and my dear dear. Everything that makes me happy. And I'm back to work! Seriously, I mean. No matter how hard, I will make it work out just nice, and better even.

I remembered... From really young till last year, I have been really lucky. Everything I do, will work out well in the end. Even when it seems way down, it always turns well in the end. Be it romance or work. I have had my heart break before, and I thought its the end. I will be sad for a long long time... Guess what? I recovered in less than a month. Ya, that's how it always happen... Everything happens for the good :) So, why am I different now? Always so pessimistic? That's not me!

I guess I lost my way for a little while out there. It's ok... I am back now. The PrincessRon all of you know!

Hope that despite my busy job and busy life, my true friends will always be there. Walk the route with me, all the way.

Last but not least... I wanna say... I... lost.... my.... thumbdrive!!! Hahahaha... What were you guys thinking? Haha:p

Sob... so pictures will have to wait...

Zzzz... tired now... after my MJ session at wen wei house again... Ciao!

I'm Back~

Sorry guys~ I know it's been long since I update my blog, and left you guys with nothing much to read.

Well, I realise something... For someone people, in times of sadness will tends to blog more... When happy, forget 'bout blogging... Haha... and that's me maybe... I almost forget 'bout it.

But I'm back! Recently was good, was fun. Just came back from my diving trip with Michael. Will upload the pics next time! That trip was relaxing and it's the first time I went overseas with Michael. It's really much more enjoyable than the previous time I go diving... :)

Now I feel like I'm taking a trip down memory lane. Too long never blog and now recalling what has happen recently...

Last last week.... went to my colleague's wedding, as a 'sister'. I wore a Cheong Sum... haha... Looks like a total babe wor~ Haha~

Last wed, went Zouk! Miss that place! Fun Fun Fun! I dance till crazy... Very happy night... Love you guys... Apple, Sher, Jac&Stephen, WenWei, Jian Feng and Michael... And was so happy and surprise that Jianfeng came... He don't club at all de... Hehe... And he is been a total sweetie recently...

When I came back from Tioman on Sunday... Jian Feng, Apple and Rofino was there to meet me... And I think it was Jian Feng who contacted them... Sweet of you boy! Really happy to meet up with you guys that night...

'We' are closer n closer... Sh**... I am scared man... Feels like I'm not in control... might be feeling more than I want to... It feels like my inner fire is on flames duh....

He asked me why I refused to answer his call again just now... I don't know! Sh**! Not like he did something wrong... But I feel out of sorts...

Tonight going for a run... Whew~ Suddenly feel like meeting Apple instead...But I promise him le...Sigh~ like no time for some friends... Am I been too busy for them? SoRRy Guys!

p/s buddies... next week mid-night cycling kk? sorry everytime postpone for me....

Dear... need time alone with you! If not we going to be like miles away le.... Wed club kk?

为何心情总是起起落落?
为何总是一笑而过?
为何人总是那么脆弱?
难道是因为怕受伤害
而让一切错过?
~好无耐~