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Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

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TiRed!

Tired!!

Now at work. Feeling so tired. Must be not enough rest. Later after work still meeting WW and Karlyn... Well, quite long never meet them le...

Okay, after a long weekend, my mood has somewhat change better. The frustration has subsided. It was a great weekend. Lotsa laughters and quite fun too. My life is Majiong, majiong and majiong... Wahaha~

It's either I'm sitting there playing Majiong, or I'm sleeping with Majiong as my background music. Haha =D Crazzzzyyy

And sleeping wise is worse. I'm deeply sorry guys... aiai.... I know my violency when I'm sleeping.. In case I molest or punch any of you, I'm sorry! =PP

But now weekend end, and it's back to work. Can't help but have a sense of lost and boreness.

I'm trying hard to make things work, but seems like my heart is at somewhere else. Shit. I really have to get back on track.

Looking forward to my Girls outing tomorrow evening with Crystal and Aiai =) Looking forward to the fun that's coming!

Now who's the Bitch?

Wow, I just found out some things.

Some people just got nothing to do except to say other people, comment on other people. I Just sick and tired of people who think they are so right and just like to blow up everything.

In case some people dunno what is a blog, a blog is a place for a person to write their thoughts, and what happens to them for their friend. If you are not my friend pls fuck off. . I never even give my add to some people. Just dun understand why some people think everything is their business, even other people r/s.

Even if you want comment, fine with me. But come to my face and say. Have some guts. Since by going around creating nonsense, its already making everything blow up uncessary. At least say to my face if you so much wan say. Cos who knows if you are not just creating some story in your petty little head, and things are not even the way you imagine it to me?

I'm not fake. But I dun mind if some stupid wan say me. Those who know me will know what kind of person I'm. Even my boy knows all my thoughts and he understands.

For people who read my blog, pls if you cant understand english well, go read it again how many times u wan. I am happy for the person who is important if they can be happily with the one they love. That person should know how much I have try to help and help for him. All the efforts I make for their sake?

Only a "xiao ren" will think other people are so evil.

I'm not a easily step over person. I just din want to be yi ban jian shi with some person. But DUN PUSH ME. . If you wan see a lion get mad, you can try.

My Guy!

Honestly sometimes I dunno what to think of my "ben dan". Recently after we patched, he has been rather nice except for one stupid evening when he did make me angry again. The rest of these while, I felt quite happy. But all of a sudden I had this nagging thought again.

Some people told me he is really good to me, but some people told me can't understand why I fall for him. I know, I know, some of you here are gonna say that relationship is mine, not others.

But I just can't help thinking alot alot when I heard that kind of negative things. Is it because somewhere in my mind I was thinking he is not good enough?

I really dunno -__- It's so confusing! My own feelings! Sometimes I feel like my mind is going in a twirl, spinning round and round. Just too many things recently! One moment is damn angry mode, then the next is damn happy mode. Wow, damn it, really. As though I'm air-con, keep changing temperature=( And not everything about my boy, some other things make my blood boil too.

Am I being unfair if just because of something people say I think in this way?

Now, if my besties are all reading this, I hope someone tells me the answer. Is Jian Feng a good guy? Worth my time and love?

And now, my stomach is grumbling b'cos they just reach Ochard. But well, at least I'm happy to get to meet all of my friends tonight. I so enjoy this feeling of friendship and bond we all have! Just one thought though, I hope this can last! Hahaha... =pp

Dishearten

Funny how life is.

Things just can't be perfect. Just when I thought I could be happy, I realised maybe I was just a fool.

We were not meant to be. But I keep wishing things can change. I keep thinking our love is worth it. Keep thinking he loves me.

I really make effort. He also said he did. And we both say we love each other alot. If all these is true then what is the problem? Why we just can't be happy?

I can't bring myself to put it down. Can't say it out and a part of me really don't want to end it. But yet I don't feel "xin fu".

Not that I want to compare. But I still can remember my last relationship. We also quarrelled a lot. But now I think back, I was so "xin fu". Even crying and arrguing is worth it.

But now? I don't know. But maybe it's not up to me to decide, cos' I can't. I know if I say break, I will look back when I alone and I feel I have no one there for me. I don't want that. But if I make him say it, it will break my heart. I don't know if I can take it.

Maybe one mistake really can change a person's life. Maybe I should just let my heart be broken, and just endure the pain. Anyway, I have been so painful once before too.

I also don't know how to really be happy like before. God help me.

ChiwaWa!

Yesterday after work went to meet Ken, Nun Jun, Crystal, Jun Xiong, Huili, Abel, Yuan Da, Charmine... but b'cos something happened to my colleague so I accompany her first... by the time I reached they bout to finish eating le... well, I told them to not wait actually... haha =)

Then we went to watch Chiwawa. But not all of us went... only Ken, NJ, Crystal, JX, Me and Jian feng.

Lucky we still managed to get the tickets for 9 plus show at Cineleisure... if not I think we won't be watching at all... lol..

It's a very nice show... haha... all of us was laughing so hard... well, I hope Mr K.. also la... cos' not really a show he wanna watch... But it turned out to be really nice right? hehe...

The chiwawa is really a princess lo... so "xin fu"... all branded stuff, and all the beauty treatments... even food also is high class one... haha... I was telling them yesterday... it's a dog's life and it's better than mine... haha...

But even a princess dog also has to go through hardships... and although there are always heros to the rescue... it's better to become strong itself... =D Just like me...

Whatever doesn't kill me, makes me stronger! Still a princess though... LoL...

Later gonna end work lo... time flies recently... even working time... haha... maybe cos got Cydnia... haha... end work le go meet the guys and play bball... hopefully... wanna slim down!!

++PrincessRon++

Love U all~~

Friends~~

What a busy weekend!

I had a long weekend, cos was on Mcs for Mon and Tues. On Sunday night, went to Nun Jun sister's birthday bbq with Ken, Nun Jun, Huili, Rofino and Jian Feng. Well, was relaxing. Then after that they went to find Abel to 'sabo' him for his birthday, wherelse Nun jun, Jian Feng and me went to meet Crystal.

We spend one whole night talking at Amk MacDonalds. Haha... It was very fun just sitting there and talking about everything. We laughed and talked till we don't want go home, but the next day is Mon and Crystal and me got work. In the end we went to Nun Jun house ton and chat furthermore. Ken also at Nun Jun house but he was asleep when we reach there.

Next day all of us went to take Mcs together. Same clinic somemore. Lol =P but sadly Crystal has to go work cannot take mc like us.

We were crazy that day! Went to play basketball when we are so tired, and only got Huili, Ken, Nun Jun and me only! Hahaha... funny thing is got one group of little kids come and challenge us full court, and we actually played 2 games with them... Of cos we won lahz... haha... only 4 of us wor...

That's not all... At night still went to sing KTV at the 10dollars place. Wow.. We got the VIP room... It was huge! like a living room like that...

We also alot of people la( Huili, Ken, Nun Jun, Crystal, Applw, William, Yuan Da, Charmine, Abel and me), that's why they gave us such a big room... Even Bear also came! haha... Only Rofi didn't join =(

All in all, it was a nice day! I went home super tired though. Haha.