Put down thy Masque

I AM DOWN.

Seriouosly never been this down. Scared myself, the flooding emotions I can't control.

蹦溃的感觉是不是就像这样？

Feel like sleeping every min, escape from everything. Lost, I don't know what to do with all my troubles... Don't want friends or family to know and worry. But I really need a place to express! My life is crashing!

我要快了不想长大如果有一天我可以解脱回到过去重来遗失的美好。

~黑暗之魔~

沉醉在黑暗中

觉的累，觉的慌

徘徊在人群中

好彷徨，好孤单

过去常在脑海里旋转

成经的简单幸福

是现在的痛苦与悲伤

好想逃离这一切

又有谁能了解我的内心世界？

“ 每一张笑脸背后都有一张哭泣的脸，

每一个大声说话的人背后都有难言的心声。”

The world is beyond what you See.

The first post.

I actually wanted to use deviladvocate.blogspot as my address... But too bad the add is taken. Why deviladvocate? Ha. Cos' I spoke for it. Not the devil who has underworld power... Nah. I'm talking 'bout the devil inside us. Humans' evil thoughts, never-ending desire. I acknowledge this monster, I like this monster.

心魔不断吞食人类的心，无尽的渴求，为的是满足空虚的心灵。

advocate.of.masquerade 说的是虚构和面具的代言。

My life, a Masquerade. Thou shall pretend no more.