I love my Boy~~

Thank you, boy boy, for being there...

Today was a happy day. Last night we went to play Majiong at Shi feng hostel at NTU with William, Zhi Hui, and us. I was the one who suggest playing majiong last week but ended up yesterday I was very tired. Till to I was so tired, I didn't really feel like playing. But I wanted to catch up with them cos' it had been quite long since we last met up plus the fact that I was the one who plan the 'outing'. Well, and thanks to William, though I doubt you will actually read this... Lol... Thanks cos' he was the one who help me to organise eveything and ask everyone... and somemore I was still late and let him wait so long... Haha..

When we were at NTU I was really damn shack. So tired... Boy boy help me to play first although he was also very tired... hehe =) Who knows ended up he played most of the game and I only played 2, 3 times... He keep asking me to play but I too lazy... So ended up he have to play. It might not seems like a big deal, but those who know him will know he has a very low tolerence level for tiredness and last night not only was he understanding he was also super sweet to me the whole night... Cooking noodles for me and giving me massage and his attitude was really sweet... =] Happi Happi~~

Then this afternoon I said will give him morning call cos' he still got work but I overslept. He managed to wake up himself and even send me a cute sms... And I slept all the way till 4pm!! Even when he called me at 1pm said wanna see me cos' too miss me, I din want to get up... Hehe... sorri boy... Also miss you even when I sleeping... But I miss my beauty sleep alot too... haha...

But after I woke up we went out to have our 'er ren shi jie'. He brought me to have japanese food at this restaurant call Aji tei Japanese Food and Dessert Bar. We ate till super full. It was great. We laughed and joke all the way. And he gave in to me in every possible way... I felt like a princess!

We went boat quay to with Ken and Rofino after that. At first it was a bit boring and I thought my boy has to go work cos' he bluff to me. Then he suddenly reappeared and hugged me from behind. Silly boy... :p

Then he complained of headache and took a nap at the pub. It was more like a sleep. Haha.... I left him to it cos' I think I should be understanding too. But it got a little boring cos' we were not playing anything and nobody was entertaining me. It was just a relaxing only night I guess. I didn't want to drink much so that adds to the 'sian-ness'.

When it came my turn to sing with boy, he was still asleep. I wake him up and he sang till like fall asleep. I got pissed off cos' that song was he wanted to sing with me one. I tried to control my anger and didn't say much. But after that when I tried to talk to him, he seemed to ignoring me and I tap him to get his attention. God knows why he thought that I was hitting him and he showed me an attitude. We had a quarrel. Quite a fierce one. I walk off and wanted to take my things from his lorry and go home. He didn't even come after me or call me. I was really upset. Then he reach his lorry first and he took my things to the pub. He called me then and said since I wanted to leave without him he will leave now. I got so upset and I told him if he does that he should know what it means to me. I will never forgive him for that. He didn't seem to be remorseful at all! All he said was he will not leave actually but he will wait in his lorry for me to finish drinking at the pub.

But how will I have the mood to continue my night playing and enjoying? I decided that at that time if he wanted to do that then I will go back to the pub for my friends, but in my heart I will always think that he doesn't care about me. And our relationship will be spoiled.

However, not long after we hang up our phone call, he called me back. He wanted to come and find me. I was still at a carpark talking with Rofino then.

When I saw him I was still upset and angry. But he apolgised so many times to me. And he looked like he really knows his fault and was sincere. I am not a petty person too. Of course it took me a while to really cool down but I appreciate his understanding and love for me. Although he is always a little slow in making things right, but he is better than alot of other guys I have ever seen. Alot of people when they are also angry, will take ages to stand in the other person shoes. It hard for me even.

We are ok now. And I still feel very much surrounded with love. Its the small things that counts sometimes. The way we talk, the way he looks at me. All that matters. That is LOVE.

Now we playing Majiong with Ken, Rofino, Nun Jun. Seeing Nun jun I am very happy. And a part of me will always hold him dear to my heart. And I really like him. He makes me happy and laugh... Haha... Good to see him carefree and happy...

I am happy. Thank you all friends. Thank you Boy boy.

I wanna hug all of you!!

The Rabbit and the Tortoise

Slow and steady wins the race...Or
Early bird gets the worm?

Just question to ponder for you to ponder =)

Its worrying for me to think of the way the world works is by being slow and steady instead of staying ahead and being consistent. We are in a fast pace society, especially in Spore, whereby you cannot afford to be slow. Everyone is moving all the time! Nobody waits for you. And time is money.

Recently I have learnt to understand this point even more. I am so busy in work these 2 weeks! Right after I post the previous entry saying I wanna restart my blog, I got this job offer which I decided to try. Now 2 weeks later, I passed the trial and am offically a staff in Prudential. But this time round not as an adviser, but as the HR operations, also like a PA.

It is a super busy job. But strangely, I never feel like skipping work for a single day. When one of the days I was late and was so scare, I had no choice but to take MC. Then I felt damn 'sian' and bad. This is the first time I took MC and I don't feel happy. Last time I always felt "well, can have one day off to go out have fun and relax, so good...". But that day I keep thinking what will happen to the job when I not around, and will I miss out learning some things and will it somehow minus 'points' of me. But lucky, everything turn out fine after that, and manager thinks that I am doing rather well. HAha...

And I have really been very busy. Straight 3 nights of OT this week, and 2 days last week. Somemore still happen to have event at SMU, which is even more tiring. I saw Carin! Wen wei GF there! She is getting more n more pretty! LOL...

Now I felt life is fulfilling. I like being busy and feeling fulfill and useful. Although it is really tiring and sometimes I can feel my body giving way. I fell sick already, and last week almost fever but I took penadol myself. No time to see doctor and cannot afford to take MC. We are too busy.

And sadly, friends, people, I have not been spending time with you guys. Really miss you all! All of you!! But I really hope to do well in this job and not give up halfway again. I know you guys will supoport me right? Hee... But I believe I will do my best and try not to make any mistake, and that is what it means by giving your best! I guess my main problem is staying this way, feeling this way for long long long~~~

Lets all pray for me -_- I will make it! Be fast and consistent!